Gosh, I fucking hate being at home. More so when everyone else is at home. Feels like my space, privacy, peace has been invaded.
 
I love quiet surroundings. Maybe that’s why I love to be in church, at mass. I hate the screaming children though. Anyway, I just am overwhelmed at work with voices, and I look forward to a peaceful night, yet, I can’t get it.
 
I so fucking hate it ok. All the insensitive people around. If you try and know me, try and understand me, you’ll know immediately I want my own space. I want to be by myself, be alone. I don’t even want to apologise for being this way - it’s just so unfair that I need to give in to people, I need to understand people when they don’t do the same for me. It just shows how much I mean to them. People who don’t try and understand others just care more for themselves. That is so bloody unfair.
 
That’s why I miss US. I miss it so much. My own space, my own freedom. Cook how I like, eat where I want, do what I please. No one to breathe down my neck. I loved how I grew up there and decided I really want to be back there. But I can’t. Again, thanks to the same fucking insensitive people who want me to suffer with them. The same insensitive people that make my life miserable. Fine, I’ll annoy you till no end then. Do all my work for me since I don’t want to do things your way. I just think people should be given the chance to not live with their families. That’s why I love the American way of life - independence at 18.
 
And now, I shall just reply to him, because at least he understands. Thanks a mil. You know who you are.

Wow, it’s been almost 3 weeks since I last blogged! Not as if anyone cares to read haha. I was just hopping to Whiney’s - he’s like a faithful blogger since 2001, and and and, he’s coming home soon! I can’t believe it’s been 2 years, just like that. Time passes very very fast. And in a month, my driving license also hits a year old. Hahaha.
 
So anyway everything is new and that is why I hate it. I shall not elaborate but I eagerly await. For now, I shall try and finish my dinner as I battle my horrible gastric - I think it’s gastric. It’s just that I never bothered so much to cure it.

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I’m letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no
 
You’ll always be a part of me
I’m a part of you indefinitely
Boy don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
 
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The other day I watched Never Been Kissed(watched it before with a friend way back in 99) again, and I got so hooked to this old school song called Never You Mind by Semisonic. Got it off my brother(thanks Dandrew!).
 
If you have a last.fm account, you can listen to it here. I couldn’t find it on youtube, too bad.

In case my small brain forgets, I should blog this! (Just like how I used to wiki stuff, or blog stuff, but now I don’t. Should start making it a habit again)
 
That said, I have yet to update my WP. But what the heck.
 
So I am helping to get this new blog going, and I hate how the default wordpress category is called “uncategorized”. Just shows how lazy one person is if they forget to categorize their posts. Well, so I changed it to “General”, and what the hell! A dummy category “1″ kept appearing. It just annoyed me cause I am so anal about organisation.
 
Anyway, I found the solution here. Hurray forums!

Eh fuck fuck fuck! I liked these 3, but one is married, the other is a female and last one is gay!
 
But they are talented, you know?